Sunday, June 5, 2011

let's talk about poop

Our main reason for deciding to do cloth diapers for Liam was cost. After I moved from full time to part time at work, we needed to cut expenses, find more ways to stretch our money and to save more. Hence, I began researching cloth diapering. There are many things I never imagined I would do/say/try before becoming a parent. But that is for another post. Cloth diapering was certainly on that list, if not at the very top. Previous to having a child, I even mocked/half-judged my best friend for giving it a shot. Now I wish I had been more supportive, since she did not continue with cloth diapering after a short go of it. Many of my friends now use cloth diapers on their children and many other friends of mine have asked about it. So below I've outlined our system and noted things I've learned along the way.

Cost: Nate and I estimate, by the time Liam is out of diapers (sometime around 3 years or before), we'll have saved roughly $1,940. That might not seem like a ton over 3 years, and I'm sure some would gladly pay that amount for the sake of convenience. However, on a weekly basis, that puts $15 back in our budget. With all the other expenses having an infant incurs, $15 back into our wallet each week was very welcome and needed!

Names/Acronyms: It amazed me how overwhelmed I got just beginning my search online. I felt like it was a special club. Finally I was able to find them all listed out for me. I also put some of the terms in acronyms in parenthesis throughout this post.

Types: There are many different types of cloth diapering (CD) systems out there. The one that's right for you depends solely on your lifestyle and preferences. I found this site very helpful in explaining the positives and negatives of the most common diapering systems.

Initial Stash: For our initial stash, after purchasing a few other brands and experimenting with those, we chose Best Bottom Diapers from Nicki's Diapers online. We found this system the fastest, easiest and most convenient and purchased 10 covers and 24 liners. This quantity means we wash diapers about every 2 days or less. (We also tried The Flip by Cotton Babies and one diaper from GroVia.)


Reason #1: Overnight Leaks.
Since Liam pees like a horse at night, we needed something that wouldn't leak. Even disposables couldn't contain his peeing overnight. Best Bottom never leaked. Not even overnight. Some people only cloth diaper during the day and switch to a disposable (sposie) for night time because of the leaking problem. But we never had that problem once we tried Best Bottom.

Reason #2: Drying Time.
Although an all in one diaper would seem to be the obvious first choice for convenience, the fact that they were harder to get clean and the drying time was longer, was a drawback for us. We wanted something quick and easy, especially since we decided we were gonna wash/dry them at home so we didn't have to pay for a diaper service.

Reason #3: Reusable Cover
We very much liked the idea that all we needed to do was wipe out a used (with pee) cover with a wet wipe, snap in a new insert and go! This meant less laundry as often and also meant the covers would last longer because they would not wear down as fast due to many cycles in the washing machine. The cover is also very thin and lightweight which means it air dries in hours!

Reason #4: One Size Cover (OS)
Many of the diapering systems we researched were pre-fit. Which means you have to buy the size diaper your baby is at. Then when they grow out, you have to buy the next size up, etc. One size covers fit your baby from infancy thru potty training. This helped us save money.

Reason #5: Diaper Inserts
The Best Bottom system requires that you buy three different sized, snap-in inserts depending on your baby's size. Although this was a slight draw-back at first for us because it meant spending more money each time Liam grew to the next size, it also meant the diapers could remain very trim and small. (Many other diapering systems leave baby's with the biggest bum ever! This is also the reason we did not go with The Flip. Flip diapers do not taper in like Best Bottom diapers do.) Another reason it was only a small drawback is because there are only 3 sizes max we'd need to buy. In addition, we loved that the inserts snap into the cover. After trying The Flip (cloth insert doesn't snap into the waterproof cover liner), and with all the energy Liam has, we were sure all that movement would cause some problems. In the least we thought it would be more difficult at diaper changes when he became really squirmy. Which we found out later, we were glad we chose Best Bottom for the snap-in for that very reason!!

Reason #6: Cover with extra gusset
Time and time again, the extra gusset has prevented a major blow out.

Accessories:
There are many cloth diapering accessories that help to make the whole cloth diapering process a bit easier. We use the following…

- 2 Diaper Pail Liners (for soiled diapers at home)
There are two options for storing soiled diapers at home until you're ready to wash them. Putting them in a dry diaper pail or soaking them in a wet diaper pail. We use the dry diaper pail option because Liam's room is upstairs and again, it was easier and more convenient than dragging a pail of water up and down the stairs all the time. I haven't researched the wet pail method, so I can't talk knowledgeably about it. However, with the dry pail, all we did was get a foot pedal garbage can from Target at the appropriate height and lined it with a diaper pail liner. We got two so that we could use one, while the other was in the wash. It washes along with the diapers, then air dries with the covers. You don't want to put it in the dryer because the waterproof lining will melt (same with the diaper covers).

- 2 Medium Size Wet Bags (for soiled diapers on the go)
These are great for on the go. Again, one for the wash and one for the diaper bag. Medium seems to be perfect for an all-day outing.

- Rock In Green Detergent
Cloth diapers must be washed with detergent that is free of ALL additives. Otherwise, the brighteners/additives, etc. stick to the cloth diaper and over time the absorbency decreases. We get Rock In Green locally from the new Cotton Babies store here in Vancouver. I am addicted to that store!

- Disposable/Flushable Diaper Liners
In the beginning when you're solely breast feeding or formula feeding your baby, their poos are completely water soluable and there's no need to rinse the diapers before washing them. However, once you start introducing solid foods, then you get (you guessed it) solid poos! Or at least more solid than before and usually more sticky. This is where either flushable liners and/or a diaper sprayer (attached to the toilet) come in handy. We have yet to buy a diaper sprayer but it's on my list. The liners I linked above (Bummis) are the brand I prefer because they are really soft. I tried Imsi Vimsi first but they were just too scratchy for Liam's sensitive skin (he got that from his dad). Diaper liners are nice because all I need to do is dump the poo with the liner in the toilet and flush. If the liner weren't there, it would stick to the diaper and I'd need to dunk it in the toilet multiple times to get the tough stuff off the diaper before running it through the wash. Dunking is no fun!! Hence, we use the liners. (Update 11-27-12: We solely use a diaper sprayer now.)

Reusable Cloth Wipes:
You don't have to use cloth wipes if you decide to cloth diaper your child(ren). I am currently using disposable wipes. However, I do own enough cloth wipes to solely use cloth wipes. There are a couple of reasons why cloth wipes are handy. The biggest incentive to me, is the ease of using them when on the go away from home. I know that sounds opposite what you might think at first. But think about it, when changing a diaper, what's the first thing you do with the wipe once you've used it? Yep, you put it inside the disposable, wrap it up and toss it. Many a time I've found disposable wipes in my dryer because of it. Instead of trying to break that habit and dealing with having to sort your wipes from your cloth diapers (which is what I'm doing now), why not put them all in the same place and wash them all together? It's also easier on the go when you aren't changing your child right next to a toilet and/or garbage can. Wether it's easier or not also depends on wether your child is eating solids or not. You'll need a toilet to dispose of the solids if so. If your baby is exclusively breastfed (EBF) however, you don't need a nearby toilet.

So then why, you ask, am I not using cloth wipes? Well, when we first started cloth diapering Liam at around 4 months, we also decided to try out cloth wipes for the reasons I wrote about above. Unfortunately, I tried a cloth wipes solution that didn't bode well with Liam's skin and he got a rash. He's like his daddy and has very sensitive skin. We took a break from cloth wipes until his rash cleared up. When we decided to try cloth wipes again however, Liam was 6 months and by then we had started introducing solid foods into his diet. This is when his diaper rash really started acting up again, as a result of the foods he was eating. We didn't want to try cloth wipes again until that was all clear, and now just have yet to try it again. When we do, I'm not going to use a cloth wipes solution at all, and instead I'm just gonna try using water only. (Update 11/27/12: We are now using only cloth wipes and Liam is potty training with the Best Bottom Trainers.)

In the end, we are very satisfied and impressed by our cloth diapering system. Yes, it's a little messy at times. But if you're honest with yourself, you'll realize that no matter what, when dealing with babies, you're bound to get peed and/or pooped on at some point anyway. It's really not all that bad (another thing I never thought I'd say).

P.S. Even if you're using disposables you're still supposed to dump the poo in the toilet before tossing the diaper in the garbage.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Brother Lawrence


I've found that I read The Practice of the Presence of God much like I read C.S. Lewis books. I find my brain wandering again and again, and over and over again I must read and re-read what seems like the same sentence until finally, I think I am grasping the point. Ug. It's difficult work. But I've found it well worth it and rewarding. I like that my brain has to think harder. I like that I'm not being told exactly what it means apart from the few sentences at the beginning of each conversation or letter. It means that I must seek God and connect with Him to decipher the message He has in it for me. Almost each paragraph begins with "That…" which threw me off at first. But after awhile I went back and chose sentences that stood out to me from the second conversation and jotted down my thoughts on them.

"That he had always been governed by love, without selfish views; and that having resolved to make the love of GOD the end of all his actions.."

This statement reminds and challenges me to drop all (absolutely all) prejudices, judgments and preconceived notions about people and to simply LOVE first and foremost. Leaving all else behind. Leaving my own thoughts aside. It's way too easy to judge people upon first glance. This is another reminder to me to pray for God's help in showing His PERFECT love to people. Not my fake love, albeit sometimes well intentioned. Other times I must admit, not well intentioned at all.

"So, likewise, in his business in the kitchen (to which he had naturally a great aversion), having accustomed himself to do everything there for the love of GOD, and with prayer, upon all occasions, for His grace to do his work well, he had found everything easy, during the fifteen years that he had been employed there."

That which I absolutely LOVE to do, I get to call my job. To be creative, and design, and use the gifts God has given me AND get paid to do it, is an incredible blessing! There are times however, I find myself complaining at parts of my job that aren't as pleasant. Don't we all? This is a true wake up call for me. If a person can remain at peace and actually call a job they abhore "easy" then what place do I have complaining about parts of my job that are unpleasant when I LOVE what I do?

"That he expected after the pleasant days GOD had given him, he should have his turn of pain and suffering; but that he was not uneasy about it, knowing very well, that as he could do nothing of himself; GOD would not fail to give him the strength to bear them."

A couple things come to mind when I read this.

The first: I don't know why, but when good things happen in my life, somewhere in the back of my mind my brain thinks exactly like this. "Good is happening now, but pain is to come later." Whether or not that will be true at some point or not, I don't believe this thought comes from God. Furthermore, I believe it pains Him when I cannot just truly appreciate, grasp and accept the good things He's sent my way.

The second thought that comes my way is the last part of the quote. "GOD would not fail to give him the strength to bear them." This sentence urks me just a bit. Not because it isn't true. I believe it is. But because of how well-intentioned people have used it to console friends who are going thru tough times. I really prefer the way Bethany Hamilton put it when asked why God would allow her arm to be taken by a shark. "God knows what he and I can handle together…" I LOVE IT! It's not about what God is putting me through. Or poor me. Rather, we're a team! God knows what we can do together. God knows I can't do anything without Him. He provides the strength. But not to withstand the heavy burden He's placing on me. It's that He knows what we can do TOGETHER! Not of my strength, but His, if only I am a willing participant in His Story.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Sunday, April 19, 2009

frenzy

i found this artist recently through pandora and found myself thumbing up every song of hers that came up, so i bought her album last night.
i really like the sound of her "ashes and wine" song so as i always do, i listened closer to the lyrics. i can identify with this section from the song.
all the same,
i don’t want mud-slinging games
it’s just a shame
to let you walk away
is the
re a chance,
a fragment of light
at the end of the tunnel,
a reason to fight
is there a chance
you may change your mind
or are we ashes and wine?
one cell in the sea
listen to a clip from itunes
recently i've found myself begging for some hope of reconciliation in the relationships in my life that seem to stay torn no matter what i do. no matter how much i want things to be better. there's not much i can do if the other party doesn't want it. i guess i just need to accept it. but it just hurts.

Friday, April 10, 2009

okay


i dedicate this song to a friend of mine. you know who you are...

you will be ok dear, i know it. you are strong. you are beautiful. you are wanted. and most of all, you are loved. all this is temporary. the broken parts will come together again someday. i promise.
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today

Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts

I just want to know today, know today, know today
I just want to know something today

I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok

Just give me back my pieces
Just give them back to me please
Just give me back my pieces
And let me hold my broken parts

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today

I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok

Ingrid Michaelson
Be Ok
Listen to a clip from itunes

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Coming back



One of these days the sky's gonna break
And everything will escape and I'll know
One of these days the mountains
Are gonna fall into the sea and they'll know
That you and I were made for this
I was made to taste your kiss
We were made to never fall away
Never fall away

One of these days letters are gonna
Fall from the sky telling us all to go free
But until that day I'll find a way
To let everybody know that you're coming back
You're coming back for me

'Cause even though you left me here
I have nothing left to fear
These are only walls that hold me here
Hold me here, hold me here

One day soon I'll hold you
Like the sun holds the moon
And we will hear those planes overhead
And we won't have to be scared
We won't have to be scared
We won't have to be scared

You're coming back for me

Letters From The Sky
Civil Twilight - Human

This. Song. Is. Amazing.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

strangers



I don't know your face, no more
Or feel the touch, that I adore
I don't know your face, no more
It's just the place, I'm looking for

We might as well be strangers, in another town
We might as well be living, in a different world
We might as well

I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in, an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier, to be apart

We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in another time
We might as well

For all I know of you now

Keane: We Might As Well Be Strangers
Album: Hopes and Fears


i've had quite a few moments where i had things to blog or work through. but the absence of quick, timely, easy access to a computer...... na. not really. just laziness, kept me from updating.
and doesn't a stubborn laziness keep us from doing most things that should be done?

this song seems to be about a relationship between two people that have grown apart. for me, right now, it symbolizes and describes how i feel about a few people (friends and family) currently. it's funny how people change over the years. and how quickly they can become someone you don't know. part of me though wonders if it wasn't them at all, but me that changed. or was somewhat blinded by the desire to see them as "perfect." i don't know why, but i'm always deeply wounded in watching my friends experience the part of their humanity that is ugly. i'm tempted to run away, even when that is exactly what i try and tell them not to do. ya, mine is not the same ugliness as theirs, but who am i to think mine is somehow better or less ugly? my ugliness is the same. that is the truth.

the challenge for me is to love no matter what. and not run away. not avoid. not divert. just slowly and surely walk right through the ugliness. even if they seem like strangers, and not the people i knew before... my challenge is to stay. my challenge is to see people in their humanity. all the time. not just when their making the decisions i think they should. maybe even the decisions that i know are right. my challenge is to rely on Him. and trust. fully.

my weakness is...
pride
ignorance
stubbornness
cowardness
delusion
drama

i am the stranger. my challenge is to see me. as i really am. not as i'd like to see myself.

the stranger is me. the Truth is calling me. and i run away.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

human

There’s one way out and one way in
Back to the beginning

There’s one way back to home again

To where i feel forgiven

What is this i feel, why is it so real

What am i to say


It’s only love, it’s only pain
It’s only fear, that run through my veins

It’s all the things we can’t explain

That make us human


I am just an image of something so much greater

I am just a picture frame, I am not the painter

Where do i begin, can i shed this skin

What is this i feel within

Civil Twilight
Human

Sunday, October 14, 2007

weird

i have to say, this bumper sticker weirds me out. i don't get it. i'm also not quite sure why it weirds me out, but it's just an odd bumper sticker. who walks around proclaiming "I love my wife!"? Is it just me? after looking up close, the text in the lower right says promise keepers. well, there you have it. weird. don't get me wrong, i don't have a problem per say with promise keepers... i don't really know much about them. but still. what a weird bumper sticker!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

lost and tired

we sang this song at ascent tonight. this is exactly how i feel. lost and tired. i wonder sometimes if some people are just prone to feel things deeper and longer than others. i think i'm one of them. and i think i've been holding on. holding on so strong my knuckles are white. i can't say i know what i've been holding onto, but i have. and i can tell because it's making me tired. i feel broken down by failed attempts at making things right in relationships that just aren't going the way i feel they should. broken down and tired by things i can't change. broken down by brokenness. but i'm a fighter. and i'm incredibly stubborn. so i keep holding on.

maybe all i need to do is nothing. stop fighting. stop holding on. stop trying. stop fixing. stop keeping it together. and just let the light shine in.

I've been holding on
I've been holding on
All that is inside me
Screams to come back home

If you feel lost
If you feel lost
Sing along
If you feel tired
If you feel tired
Sing along

If you feel lost and tired
This is your song

I've been broken down
I've been broken down
I ain't giving up
Love will come back around

Shine Your light
Shine it down on us
Let Your rescue come for us
We long to love

Shine Your light
Shine it down on us
Let Your rescue come for us now

And if you feel lost, sing along
And if you feel tired, sing along

Oh my God
Shine Your light on us
That we might live

Robbie Seay Band
Give Yourself Away
Listen to a clip from itunes

Thursday, September 6, 2007

forget

it's amazing to me how two consecutive days can feel so very different from each other. i constantly go in and out of this...
Feeling like i can't forgive but i want to
It's like i don't know how to live i'm afraid to
I used to think take them as they come without hesitations no
Now it's like my head is filled with lies and persuasions

As the sun begins to fall i hear her calling out to me she's sayin' hurry it's one more day gone

What i wouldn't give just to forget
So i can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

I am feeling dissonant and distracted
The toxic chemicals are spilling in my head and they're bleeding deadly reactions

And as the moon begins to rise he shows me all the colors that i'm hiding i'm hiding myself

What i wouldn't give just to forget
What i wouldn't give to get some rest
So i can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

Am i desperately losing this fight
When i should really be choosing my flight
Take me now

What i wouldn't give just to forget
What i wouldn't give to get some rest
So i can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

What i wouldn't give just to forget
What i wouldn't give to get some rest
What i wouldn't give just to forget
So i can remember how to live

Holly Brook
Like Blood Like Honey
Listen to a clip from itunes

Monday, July 30, 2007

holy crap

so, this whole month almost went by without a blog post! i've had a lot of stuff to post about but when i've had a chance to post all i've wanted to do was sit in front of the boob-tube and veg. i'm currently addicted to what not to wear. and i'm learning i've been breaking all the rules. terribly.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

25

this is a cool site. below is one of the posts from bittbox. i identify with almost all of these!

bittbox
25 Reasons You Might Be A Hardcore Graphic/Web Designer
(In no particular order)

1. You’ve almost rear-ended the car in front of you because you were analyzing a font on a billboard.

2. You get pissed when a free Photoshop brush you download is less than 1000px in size.

3. You’d rather study the paisley pattern on your boyfriend/girlfriend’s shirt than listen to what he/she has to say.

4. You can use keyboard shortcuts at light speed, blindfolded, but you can’t type a paragraph of text without staring at the keyboard.

5. You’ve had “Software Nightmares,” when you’ve been working way too much.

6. You consider meals interruptions.

7. You’ve learned your lesson and stopped using the word “final” in any file name when saving.

8. You clean your keyboard more often than you wash your car.

9. You’ve intentionally given up trying to explain your projects to non-designers.

10. You see CMYK and RGB like Neo sees the Matrix.

11. You’d rather organize your desktop than your sock drawer.

12. When you heard that Adobe was acquiring Macromedia, you had a Design Orgasm.

13. When you look at Album art all you see are grunge Photoshop Brushes. (Then you see the album art a couple minutes later)

14. You’ve Photoshopped out a watermark for a comp or mock-up.

15. You’ve actually $paid for a font.

16. You’ve totally slaughtered a great design concept because the client thinks he/she knows best. (everyone thinks they are a designer)

17. The amount of words you’ve written with a sharpie labeling burned discs total more than the amount of words you’ve read in novels.

18. You’ve had to explain to a client that a layered file wasn’t part of the deal.

19. You’ve kept a ragged concert ticket just so you could scan it.

20. You’ve nicknamed the OSX spinning wheel. (and not affectionately)

21. You bookmark a resource more often than you have a fun night out on the town.

22. You’ve intentionally overbid a project because you can sniff out a bad client from a mile away.

23. You can’t go to a restaurant without secretly critiquing the menu design.

24. You have an amazingly huge font collection, and an amazingly short temper.

25. If you had a penny for every mouse click, you would have been a trillionaire 3 years ago.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

considering barack

i've been considering senator barack obama for the coming presidential race. i stumbled across this speech from his wife, michelle at a women's conference. check it out here. it's a good speech.

Thursday, June 7, 2007

widgets

widets
i'm so addicted to apple widgets. i could spend hours checking them all out and downloading a ton of 'em for my mac.

Here are a few I use.
harmonic
canto pod
photo drop

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

toddlers

real quick. this last weekend we went camping in the cove palisades state park in oregon. it was awesome. usually we camp on the oregon coast but we wanted to do something a little different this time. well, i have to say there was alot more different going on - more than just the location which brought heat. nate and i were immersed immediately into life with toddlers. wow. is all i have to say. and maybe two more words come to mind also - birth control. ;-) here are some snapshots of the little critters.



Sunday, May 20, 2007

top ten

inspired by charlie from LOST (pathetic that i'm inspired by a fictional tv character) i'm listing the top ten best moments of my life so far. it might seem easy for some, but for me this was very difficult. i tried to list things as if i were about to die. not to be morbid, but to see what i'd come up with. because it seems to me that if i knew i were about to die, i would be less likely to think of superficial stuff and more likely to think of the real, truly life changing stuff.

meeting my maker finding i can know Him on a deep and very personal level. realizing just how gracious He really is, that He could sacrifice so much to love such a big headed and arrogant idiot. me.

finding new heights church my church has really become my family. here i realized i can be myself, He sees everything. all my faults, my screwups, even who i am at the very core, the stuff that i would be mortified anyone saw. and with all that, God still wants me. and better yet, He desires me on a level no one on this earth ever will. and i can't even begin to wrap my brain around it.

meeting nate kissing him for the first time and our wedding day. i am truly blessed to have met nate. he puts up with my blonde moments (i have many). he's patient as i learn how to be wrong sometimes. he extremely kind, detoted, loyal and as corny as it sounds, he is very wise. i've never known a person who thinks through things quite like him. he balances me out.

raising tony having the wonderful opportunity to raise my brother. tony has been a blessing in our lives. watching him grow and become an outstanding adolescent has been awesome. the transformation he's been through since he came to our home is amazing. yes, he's still annoying. but he's simply fulfilling his job description of a teen. it'll pass in due time. ;-)

lost i'll never forget when/where i was when i got the call that our best friends hadn't been heard from since they went out hiking on memorial day. that was one of the scariest experiences of my life. waiting for them to be rescued. feeling so helpless. thinking i would never see them again. horrible. i can't imagine what it was like for their family. and although they were rescued and I heard stories of what it was like, i can only imagine what it really must have been like for them. realizing those days could be their last...this was definitely one of the most memorable moments of my life.

girl-friends there is an incredible value in good friendships. i remember when i first began to realize how valuable it was to have a girl-friend i could talk to about anything. for some time i thought all i needed was my husband. and for the most part i do share just about everything with nate. but there are some things that i keep just between me and my best friend and times when i know, she is the only one that will get what i'm trying to say. it was also then i realized my husband couldn't possibly be expected to be, do and fill everything for me. he will never be able to fill the "girlfriend" hole and i shouldn't expect him to.

discovering camping, hiking & enjoying the outdoors. i'm so grateful to live in the northwest. God is so creative. i love it that i'm able to work in a creative field and create. it makes me feel close to my creator. spending time outdoors in the middle of His creation helps me refocus on the important stuff in life.

moving out i moved out (was kicked out) of my home at 18. in hindsight this was the best thing God ever orchestrated in my life. (well, who am i to know if it was the best thing ever) but looking back i know He was in it. leaving home allowed me to see my parents for what they really were. damaged and not perfect. it wasn't until i got out of the situation and years later that i began to see what was really going on in my home at that time.

philippines i went to the philippines on a missions trip when i was 15. i can't begin to describe how impactful this trip was for me. i wouldn't recommend the group i went with or the reason i went. however simply in going, it extremely expanded my world view. i feel especially fortunate to have it opened to me at such a young age. i'm definitely an advocate of travel out of your home country. i'm even more of an advocate that it happen when you're young.

Mt. St. Helens a pilot friend of ours flew nate and i for a ride over Mt. St. Helens. i'll never forget that view. i got a little air sick but it was certainly worth it!

Saturday, April 21, 2007

cs3

cs3i'm really excited about cs3! i can't wait to get my hands on it. which will be soon! as i was checking out the product on the adobe website, and watching their little promo video, the last part really hit me. the speaker in the short clip said:

"When we do graphic design, it is a visual communication. But it's not only about the visual. It's all about like 5 different senses. The question is thru visual means, how can we make them taste something? How can we hear something? Or like how can we feel something? Really, the bottom line is if you can touch someone's heart."

i knew right then i had to hold onto that quote as a reminder this is what i do. it's not just about the visual. it's about touching people's hearts. and with the greatest message of hope ever told.